So, yeah...

So, yeah... I first started this blog to relay information regarding products on a website that I work for - but the website now has a blog within the site that I am using. (www.GoGreenBedding.com) That means that this blog will now be more a personal outlet than originally planned. You can take that as a warning or disclaimer or just a side note.

I find it funny that now that I have more time to be by myself, I am becoming more comfortable being alone. That sentence on its own doesn't accurately articulate what I am trying to say, so I will be more verbose. In the past, I have gotten energy, fed off of time with people. I needed to be around people to boost my energy and decompress or reset myself back to normal. But now that I am working only 25 hours a week, I have all of this time in the afternoons to myself. At first it was quite strange and I didn't like it. But now that it has been about two months, it feels normal. I am quite productive in the afternoons when before I would have still been at work. I have gotten addicting to working out (with my friend, Marie) anywhere from 1-2.5 hours a day. The after I get home from that, around 7, I am alone again. I am definately not utilizing this time as effectively as I should, nor am being responsible as far as bed time and waking up goes. Now my energy comes from working out maybe, or having an apartment that is put together - something else besides people though.

There are definately times when I miss people, but my finances do not allow for activites that require money. (that definately limits that options) One good thing about this point in my life is that my friend tend to be in the same boat, so we can comiserate together. I hold out hope that it will be our year, one of these years...